I dont know when

I know ALLAH has good time for everything I need, some things will happen if ALLAH has given ways. maybe I was not patient now, I am uneasy with my heart as if want to blow up all. I’ve tried 3 times for toefl test but my result was bad, less from 450 (minimum score that need for WHV).

I have big dream and almost people has, I wanna be part of the best people in the world. may be if I apply WHV and work in Australia, exactly can get much experience. I am hard worker in my home, I help my parents everyday even I rarely hang out with my friends, I love travel but I couldn’t do whenever.

3 times for tested and I paid Rp. 350.000 for 1 times, approximately Rp. 1.000.000 like lost. I could bought books, shirt or anything with that money. ahkkkkkk

I always pray, what can I go? I didnt school at good school, I want to get scholarship but I am not smart. at least I want to work there, get much experience, learn from the ground, I am not confidence with my ability and hope can get there. I am ready for that.

should I work here and keep helping my parent’s business? I want, really want but I more want learn anything before. please ya ALLAH, I am always keep on good track, please give me chance for get much experience will make me different.

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Written by Arip Hidayat

Saya suka belajar banyak hal, asik buat ngobrol, royal, suka ketawa.

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